Later, when we became mothers, we shared calendars and carpools.
“This is it,” Rachel once said while standing in my kitchen, a baby balanced on her hip while another clung to her leg. “This is the part they don’t tell you about.”
“The noise?”
“The love.” She smiled brightly. “How it just keeps multiplying.”
I had two children. She had four.
She was constantly exhausted, but she radiated a kind of happiness that felt genuine. Rachel loved being a mother more than anything.
Or at least, that’s what I believed.
You think after twenty years you truly know someone. You think friendship means honesty, but looking back now, I wonder how many secrets Rachel carried that I never noticed.
How many times did she nearly tell me the truth? I’ll never know.
Everything began to change shortly after Rachel gave birth to her fourth child, a little girl she named Rebecca. It had been a difficult pregnancy, and Rachel spent the second half of it on strict bed rest.
Barely a month after bringing Becca home, Rachel’s husband died in a car accident.
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